HAHAHA wn I know u've been reading my blog hor from what u posted on ur livejournal heh heh.

Anyway I think its quite sad that at 20, I'm still very unglam and clumsy at times.

Can rmb myself tripping over some nylon string which held the canvas shades up along the shops from rj to s11 back in j1.

I fell flat on my face literally.

And the time I stumbled over this small kid in church and sharon was laughing her ass of at me.

Just yesterday morning I was doing guard duty and was in charge the whole guard room.

After sleeping for only 2 hours, I crawled out of my bed to check around the guard room to see if my men had done area cleaning before the superior gives us a spot check.

As I was walking half asleep, I realised that I was actually heading into a drain around 50cm deep but my brain couldnt send the signal to my legs fast enough, so I fell into it.

It was damn jialat cause my brain couldnt send a message to my mouth to shutup fast enough as well which resulted in me giving out a loud AHHHH.

Being the si ai mian zi person, I jumped out of drain pretending that nothing happened and looked away desperately.

But to my horror, my superior and my other guard commander were staring at me with the what-the-hell-are-you-doing look.

Thankfully I'm never gonna see them after I ord in several days time.

Glen ah glen please wake up your idea.

Sigh.

My stomach's really full now after eating the crystal jade steamboat buffet(with freeflow of xiaolongbaos zzomg) at hollandv just now.

It was damn sad cause we were too greedy and ordered so much food.

Ended up forcing the beef and mutton down my throat which took away the pleasure of eating and plunged me right straight into misery.

At some point we were all thinking why the heck we're paying to torture ourselves.

Moral of the story kids: please dont be greedy at such occasions.

Gah I go slp liao la if not tml sure cant wake up early.

Bye.

Oh man I just saw this on yt and damn was it touching.

A dying boy with tonnes of ambition to help the homeless.

And after asia conference's constant promotion of awareness for the needy people around our region.

It really stirred me to step up and make a difference for the society we're living in.

Haha there's really so much that every single one of us can do for another person in need out there.

If only we are willing to take the initiative.

One of the many things to do upon ord hoho.

Ha.

I'm pretty exhausted right now.

Been coming home pretty late for the past few nights.

And the taxi fares.

Zzomg.

Insane insane.

Boy I wish I'm doing something different right now.

But I cant cause I'm still stuck in a damn organisation and its frustrating.

Haha actually I wanted to blog about something but I simply cant cause my life has been so stagnant its not even funny.

Hopefully dec will be better.

Oh God pls make this torture end.

I need more of You and less of me.

..

This week is gonna suck for me bah.

Stumbled upon this video somehow.

And I was wondering who she is until I realised that she was one half of m2m back in pri school days.

Haha oh man she's quite pretty now and her voice has matured.

Plus her smile at the end is whoaaa very cute.

Lol good song.

Wa its been close to one month since I left for taiwan.

Anyway I had mixed feelings upon boarding the flight back to singapore.

On one hand, the trip was indeed an escape from everything back home.

And the sights, food and people of a different culture were such an eye opener.

But on the other hand, I yearned for the day when I can be purged from my green uniform.

The thing I'm gonna miss most was the constant sight of mountains in the background everywhere I went.

There was this time when we had a navigation exercise and my team harboured on top of this mountain for the night.

The view was spectacular.

I could remember the strong winds that blew through our hair, the picturesque setting which our eyes laid sight upon which resembled the scenes in lord of the rings, the sun set.

And cows which were grazing underneath us.

Hoho it was awesome even though it got really cold in the middle of the night.

Our trip to taipei was just alright with lotsa shoppinggg.

Oh ya oh ya we got caught in a demonstration against the taiwan china merger thingy.

It was the first time I saw so damn many people in a single street.

And it was quite funny cause they passed us the protesting flags and wanted us to join in as well, which we did for a while.

Chaos man chaos.

Gah anyway now its back to realityland.

The other day I had a talk with my mum about certain things.

And it was the first time we had such a serious, truthful conversation about our own issues in a long time.

But it felt good and such a relief for me cause I had wanted to tell those things to her for quite a while already.

Hopefully things will turn out fine.

Hmmm.

I'm kinda in a stage of my life where I need to let go of certain things in order to move on properly.

Difficult but necessary at the same time.

Hopefully I'll be able to get the grace to do so.

My army life is ending and there goes my "shelter" of 2 years.

I really wanna end of this phase of my life with breakthroughs and an loud bang.

Keep on having faith, glen.

On a side note.

Haaiiiii I need to plan my coming months ahead.

I dun want my school term to start and I look back thinking that I totally wasted my entire half year.

Urghhh.

Ok la I'll think about it while I book in tonight after such a well deserved 8 days off wheee.

Wanna end of this post with the blower's daughter by damien rice.

Such a beautiful and powerful song.

It's actually one of the few songs which captivated me.

And the lyrics have a meaning too.

Eh I'm not dead lei.

But I'm so lazy to update bout my life anyway.

Will do it soon I promise.

By this weekend.