Sunday, April 29, 2007
Haha.
Dreamt of sth damn impossible last night.
Was chasing after a bus with someone on it.
Struggling to not let the bus go out of sight.
I can still vividly rmb the whole scene.
OMG WHAT THE.
GLEN HOW CAN U DO THIS TO URSELF?!
I cant believe this got edged out from my old memory bank and brought back to reality.
Now I'm listening to all my old sappy songs to make myself feel better.
Haha go die go die.
My mind's unweaving/ 10:54 PM
Saturday, April 28, 2007
My blog has officially become tmd boring.
Gosh.
Its almost may alr.
5 months into 2007 boy tts fast.
Someone wrote me a note a few weeks back telling me that I've changed a lot.
I couldnt believe it at first.
But now 5 weeks later I realised that she's totally right.
Oh man she's damn zai cause I was with her for only a few hours and she could so totally tell.
Now.
I feel like I've toned down in so many ways.
And become a lot more quiet.
There are days when I really just wanna shut myself up for the entire day.
Nah its not that I'm suffering from depression or anything.
I just dun feel like saying anything at all.
I prefer to listen and observe nowadays.
Rather than me back than in jc where I just become hyper and blabber nonsense and laugh for the whole day.
Man.
Maybe thats what army has done to me.
What a wonder.
Cell group message today was on dreams turning to reality.
How more apt could this message be at this point in my life.
Slowly but surely.
My vision becomes clearer to me day by day.
Lol prob cause I have so much time to think bout life in camp.
I realised I really do want it so damn badly.
Trust in the Lord.
Faith.
Talking bout this.
I know God has been really very good to me the past few weeks.
Spoke to me bout certain things in my life which I lacked direction.
Everything seems so lucid all of a sudden.
And I know exactly why I'm feeling this way.
Haaa alright.
Army has been super tiring for me.
By the end of this week I was seriously exhausted.
So damn thankful for the long weekend to recharge my energy man.
Hoho.
I felt like whining bout how much I wanna go back to rj but nah I shall not go into that.
I do miss my class a lot a lot.
Oh ya neighbour want go macs breakfast on mon morn not haha.
Im craving for hotcakes suddenly.
Yumyummm.
Alrighty man better slp early liao NIGHT.
My mind's unweaving/ 11:40 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Booo.
Glen is currently very stressed.
Life is so damn hectic and fast paced.
He just wishes to sit down and recover his thoughts.
Pls Lord.
Pls.
Help me.
My mind's unweaving/ 8:02 PM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Zomg booking in now.
Goodbye humanity for the next 6 days.
My mind's unweaving/ 7:38 PM
Wah.
This place is really dead like albert einstein.
Haha I'm too darn lazy to update sia.
Anyway life in si spec is -.-
Tiring and constantly on the go I'm so not into it.
Like there are so many tests here and there which doesnt help at all cause I'm so damn stressed up alr.
Ahhhh.
I need a break.
Damn.
But my platoon mates seem quite alright.
See how it goes ba.
I miss my old platoon mates so damn much.
Everytime I think of how much fun we had tgt it makes me depressed.
Lawl.
I need to grow out of it asap.
Anyways.
I like hanging out with old friends where we can just tok shit and laugh over everything.
Feels pretty damn good.
Hope to have more outings eh.
Alright gtg now cya soon everyone.
My mind's unweaving/ 10:29 AM