Man.

Just caught this movie on youtube and it affected me a lot.

Made me think alot about my ownself.

Damn it la next time I'd really wanna watch a movie which I can forget after that and not linger in my mind for a period of time.

I'm stuck in a situation which I cant get out of and it sucks.

Last tues I dreamt of sth which shocked me.

I cant believe it has always been at the back of my mind all these while and i myself thought that it was a thing of the past.

Up till now I can still rmb the images of the dream so very vividly which is pretty damn rare.

How now what shall I do I'm so confused?

-bows down head-

On a side note.

The past weekend was a blast!

Jay's concert was excellent and I totally loved cloverfield.

Lol I know I'm the only person around who likes the movie but I'm not the type who wants answers thrown into the face in a show so yeap.

Here comes another tiring week.

Throw it to me I'm sure this is nth compared to..

This morning I was on a cab (yes I know I'm sooo rich -.-).

The driver started asking me where I used to study and what am I gonna study next time after ns.

Then went I mentioned that I was from arjay he immediately screamed WO DE NU ER YE SHI CONG NA JIAN XUE XIAO!

And he went on and on bout her getting in medicine and getting 4As and now she's an MO alr.

Next he went on about his younger son who is sec4 in ri now.

He told me that when they were young he brought them to a food court and asked them if they wanted to study if not he'll send them to be the cleaning auntie's helpers lol.

Haha even tho he was really talking toooo much but I would be so proud if I were in his shoes too.

I mean to have a doctor daughter and a son studying in ri while u urself had such a low education is sth to boast about.

HAHAHA I WISH MY KIDS ARE GONNA BE AS CLEVER AND DONGSHI AS HIS PLSPLSPLS.

Ya wad a random entry.

I have to decide on wad I'm gonna apply for uni vv soon.

I just finished watching the movie passion of the christ.

Wow.

What an powerful and moving piece of art.

The scenes were so graphic yet they depict to us so vividly the pain He went through for us.

Anyway I really like today's worship song during service.

How apt that its named beautiful saviour.

How wonderful
How beautiful
Name above every name
Exhalted high

Wahhh so late liao I better sleep.

Tml got driving early in the morning scarly I knock down someone cause Im tired.

Choy!

Wow 2007 has gone by and now its 08 alr.

ONE MORE YEAR TO ORD OH MAN FASTER FASTER FASTER COME PLS PLS PLS.

Hoho.

07 has been a pretty eventful year for me cause basically im so damn busy the whole year round.

First 3 months I had a blast back in bmt which was and will always be the best time of my army.

Then it was a level results omg it was terrifying but at the same time relieved that I've done much much better than expected.

I moved onto sisp3c and artillery after that.

And finally settled at s3larang camp for the rest of my army life which stinks.

Anyway regardless.

I'm thankful for 07.

Firstly cause I've matured a lot spiritually and have grown closer to God.

Had many powerful encounters with Him which were so mind blowing that I'll always remember them for a long time.

And that I can think back on them to draw strength when I'm facing dry periods.

Secondly I've matured a lot character wise and have finally differentiated wads impt to me and wads not which constantly bothered me the entire 06.

Thirdly I've grown closer to my family which I'm glad about.

Based on these 3 things I can safely say that 07 was a good year for me despite several high low periods here and there thank God.

Of course I've lost some old friends which is quite sad even though I've made new ones in army.

However I know I'm generalising here but I dun think I can get a super good friend now cause I'm working with them 247 and I see too much of their flaws to make me get close to them.

So so so glad to have my ole friends around me still.

I can rmb wad pst said at the service last week tt before u complain about the bad in ur life u should first give thanks for the many many things no matter how small they are which I feel is so true.

Lol as for my new year resolutions.

Firstly I really wanna get closer to God by the end of the year.

Secondly I need to get one old problem of mine out of my life cause its been stuck with me for so damn long and I detest the fact that I still succumb to it bleahz.

Thirdly I wanna ord ASAP.

Fourthly to treasure what I alr have and maybe try to rekindle some lost friendships I hope?

Yeap thats basically all.

Oh ya all of a sudden I'm feeling so damn old.

My bro just got engaged this past weekend to his gf and it suddenly dawned upon me that we're all stepping into our first phase of our adult lives which is scary.

We used to be just playing around and going to school and now the topic of marriage has entered my life and I'm not used to it bah.

Man.

This is the end of the looonnnggg eoy hol for me liao.

Next year in the army is gonna be 1000000x more busy than this year cause I've seen the schedule.

I hope I'll be able to pull through haizzz.

Wanna pack my bags and go on a hol after I ord haha set ah we must really go this year.

ADRIEL u neineipok I know u always laughing at my blog.

But I thank God for u in my life la u've been a greeeatttt friend.

Awww so sweet rite.

Heh heh.

Gotta go now liao booking in le =(

CYA!