Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

My maid of 8 years is leaving tml morning and is not gonna come back forever and ever.

She has to rush home cause apparently she's really rich back in indo with like 2 big houses and one farm.

And her enstranged father is coming back to snatch some of her possessions so she needs to rush back to save her properties.

Wah sounds so drama mama.

Anyway she's really the coolest maid that I've had so far.

She listens to britney spears and all the different pop music.

And we can scold each other siao all the time.

And and when I tell her to take a drink for me she can say, "no take it urself!" one lei where to find such cool maids.

Haiz I'm gonna miss her a lot and my house will be very different without her.

She's definitely a lot of fun and most importantly she was very honest.

Not one time did she steal or eat anything without our permission.

And when we visited our grandma in the hospital the other day she was the only one who cried lei what is this.

Argggghh this is such a sad goodbye.

Anyway.

I've been blessed tremendously during cell and service this week.

Both sermons really came at the right time and they gave me such a good encouragement.

As what jx said.

The only way to get past the valley of the shadow of death is to go through it.

Even though we may be struggling in some areas, by facing our very own fears and challenges God will without doubt give us the strength to ride through them.

And the only way to get more annoiting is to successfully survive through challenges with much perservance.

So many things in our life may seem so bleak at times, but ultimately giving up is what God doesnt want us to do at all.

Yeap yeap.

I'll trust in You.

Ahhh.

This long weekend has been quite nice.

Went out with quite a lot of jc friendss.

Met up with p3rry twice in 3 dayss.

And finally saw jillllyyn after 1099873 years since she went to london.

Hoho and I caught rule #1 on fri.

Whoa its scarier and gorier than I thought.

Lol I wonder why I enjoy horror movies.

Rmb last year during deliverance service the pastor was giving an altar call for people obsessed with horror movies and some of my cell mates turned around and looked at me >.<

Haha its the adrenaline rush that I enjoy man everytime the ghost or killer lurks around the corner getting ready to jump onto the victim.

Bahh.

Easter weekend service was great and the drama was awesome.

What else what else.

Oh ya went to gh's house to play saboteur just now hoho its vvvvvv fun.

Got super high at the end.

Ahah and zk really crack me up big time everytime he's around.

Hmmm.

Something that I want to work on for myself in the future is to cultivate more patience.

Oh God pls help me in this aspect cause this morning pretty much proved to me that I'm seriously lacking in it.

And what sh4r0n wrote on her blog is really true.

When you dont see God's hands, trust God's character.

Something else that needs working on for me.

Yeap.

I will trust all my days.

Eh I think my blog is becoming a video blog.

Whenever I'm super bored or I'm not feeling too good.

I'll youtube funny clips to cheer myself up.

Hahaha these few clips are really excellent man.

I LOVE BRENDA FROM SCARY MOVIE.







Haha I love how she keeps dying but always returns for the next installment lol.

Damn I'm such a movie junkie.

Hi.

I'm digging another song currently so I'm gonna post it up hoho.

Its called nine in the afternoon by panic at the disco.

I love the video too and esp the fact that it doesnt quite make sense.



On to other things.

I really like the company of old friends.

And you're just so comfortable with them that u can say whatever you like.

Like the other day we were eating dinner and I just stretched out my hands to grab my friend's fries from his plate without even asking and thanking him.

Wow really no respect lei.

Haha yay to them.

Oh ya.

My company got activated to catch mAs3lamat this week can.

Thankfully I'm on course so I get to escape from all this nonsense.

Haha we are not pistol trained so they are gonna use ET stick and blade to fight lei WAHAHA I think they are crazy.

Btw its some sort of a small equipment used for digging.

Imagine them running after mas3lamat to chop him siao ah siao ah.

Blehz.

Easter this weekend so I'm quite excited.

Hopefully God can move in a mighty way during the services.

Yeap cya.

There's this song which is stuck in my head for a while.

And its really beautiful as well so I highly recommend it.



Jon Mclaughlin - Beautiful Disaster

She loves her mama's lemonade
And hates the sound that goodbye's make
She prays one day she'll find someone to need her

She swears that there's no difference
Between the lies and compliments
It's all the same if everybody leaves her

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough
The pictures that she sees make her cry

She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in-between a beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She's given boys what they want
And tries to act nonchalant
Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction

She never stays the same for long
Assuming that she'll get it wrong
Perfect only in her imperfection

She's not a drama queen
She doesn't want to feel this way
Only 17 but tired

She would change everything, for happy ever after
Caught in the in-between a beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She's just the way she is but no one's told her that's okay

She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in-between a beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She would change everything, for happy ever after
Caught in the in-bewteen a beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home
She just needs someone to take her home

I wanna get his album real badly but I cant find it on the net at all zomg.

Its the first time that I have difficulty downloading an album cause he's quite obscure.

Haha I'm such a pirate I know.

Maybe I'll just grab it on ebay or sth.

Went to make new contacts just now.

But I decided to check out my eye degree since I get dizzy frequently.

To my surprise.

My degree has dropped quite significantly oh man.

Wow wow wow.

Army and not mugging for 1 year plus has helped my eyesight.

Amazing lei.

Maybe its cause of the constant green vegetation during my fieldcamps where I stare at nothing but trees.

Bleh.

Btw the girl at par1sm1k1 j8 is pretty darn cute.

She made me guess her age and wahahaha she's 19 too.

Heh heh.

Sigh.

I busted my left knee ytd and it hurts like hell.

Walking up and down my stairs is the worstttttt and its esp so when my room is on the 3rd floor oh my tian.

It would hurt when i sit down for a period of time and when i stand up theres this acute pain too.

Hai.

Irritating.

Manhood conference was great.

Sermon was great.

Deliverance at the end was great.

Oh God.

May this be a new start from today onwards.

The 4 day break was awesome man.

Really took some time off to do what I liked.

Swam for 2 hours on fri which was so relaxing.

Not forgetting catching up with friends too.

Gah now I have to go back to reality which is super bah.

Anyway oh man I just found this saloon which cut my hair for only 4.80 lei wah biang.

Where to find where to find?!

And my cellmate said her mum bought and sponsered david tao's concert tix for me.

Siao ah siao ah how to accept it.

Bleh off to a horrible week ahead.

Cya.