Haha it amazes me how highly I think of myself sometimes.

Get ur ass back to earth, Glen.

Ha.

Had dinner with a few ppl from cg plus another friend just now.

Talked and laughed our way in the restaurant.

And i loved how we could talk serious heart to heart issues at the same time.

In the army I can count with the fingers on my right hand how many people I can talk serious stuff with.

Its not that the people are not approachable.

Its just that we are just so damn tired with our everyday training we just dun wanna get burdened down somemore with heavy conversations.

And prob cause they wont understand what I am going thru too.

Its nice to have friends outside camp who can understand and connect with each other in a different flow.

Really it is.

Anyway I'm gaining more and more respect for someone in my cg.

I mean she's the same age as me and the amount of faith and conviction she possesses is whoa.

Yet she's still pretty damn down to earth at the same time.

What a role model man in many ways.

Haha.

I really really really cant wait to ord lei.

Cant emphasize anymore the desire which is burning inside of me.

Wanna go on a tour and travel to somewhere faraway.

Enjoy the picturesque scenery and savouring local food.

Sipping my cold beer while hearing the waves pound onto the beach.

Kicking up the snow beneath my feet.

ARGHHH I AM DREAMING ONCE AGAIN.

Cause I have no money to begin with since I'm saving up for many things to buy and lessons to take up.

But I really do need to get away from singapura asap.

Period.

Bahh.

Woke up pretty damn early this morning to run in the army half marathon.

Boy it was 21km.

And it was really far sia.

Haha but Im proud of myself for completing it with a timing that is not bad.

Amidst all the muscle cramps and knee joint problems.

I managed to do it woohoo.

Er actually my fitness has improved tremendously since my jc days.

Throughout this one half years I've surprised myself many times with physical stuff that I never imagined that I could possibly accomplish 2 years back.

Its really a testiment to how hard work and believing in yourself can take you places haha.

Anyway.

This weekend has been pretty good in several ways.

And I can see myself growing more and more.

Hopefully it'll not stop here but continue for years and years to come eh.

Slide - goo goo dolls

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you want to feel
I'll give you anything
To feel it comin'
Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
Or live with all your faults

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Yeah we're gonna let it slide

Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you
Don't suppose I'll ever know
Yes it means to be a man
Of something I can just change
Or live around it

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Mmmmm slide

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh May put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh May do you wanna get married
Or run away....Yeah

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh oh oh May put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh May do you wanna get married
Or run away

I wanna wake up where you are

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall

Oh Oh Oh slide
(Just slide between the sheets of all the beds you never knew)
Yeah slide
Why don't you slide into my room
Just slide into my room
Oh, we'll run away, run away, run away

..

Lub lub lub lub this song a lot.

Just finished watching the end of days online.

And I really like one sentence that they said.

"In times of hell, we must have faith."

I thought that was so true so true.

Anyway I woke up at 5 this morn to go for pm at jw church.

Though it was a sacrifice, but it was worth it cause I needed to strengthen myself.

I know that He will provide, even if I know that I cant do it no more.

I am very embarassed to say this but 7 things by mil3y cyrus has been stuck in my head for the past few days.

ARGH GET IT OUT NOW!!

The song is pure pop crap but damn its pretty catchy too.

Anyway the past week(including weekends aka my national day holidays) had been horrible.

I underwent 2 consecutive field camps throughout the week.

And on sat in the forest of limchukang I was playing with the soil I was sitting down on when the national day airplanes zoomed over our heads.

Didnt help that my mind kept replaying the sentence "WHY THE HECK AM I DOING HERE ON NATIONAL DAY I WANT TO AWOL NOW!" the whole day.

Hai it was depressing to the max and I felt a little homesick.

Gosh that was ghastly.

But standing on top of the tank which was travelling quickly while desperately spitting out the sand and dust which flew into my mouth was fun.

Felt such a freedom woots.

Glad that its all over now while I enjoy my looong weekend ahead yay!

Anyway I drove my father's car for the first time today.

And it was scarrryyyyyy.

Like its a totally different feeling when I had the sole control of the car and when I knew at the back of my mind that the instructor had the availability of jamming the brakes in front of him whenever danger was looming.

Haha and while I was parking my car into the lot in front of my house I slammed into my gate causing the bumper of the car to pop out a little.

Thank goodness my father fixed it back or else it would have been nasty.

Lol must have more confidence must have more confidence.

Oh ya I know that the banner on top of this blog has been down for some time alr but I'm so damn lazy to find a replacement.

Haha wow good attitude man.

Okie I'll go back to catching more movies online.

Cya!

I PASSED MY DRIVING.

WOOHOO.

PRAISE GOD!

He's the air that I breathe
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me

Sometimes I feel so stagnant.

Like my life is going nowhere.

And my dreams from the beginning of the year doesnt seem to come to past.

But I know this is the time when I need to keep on keeping on.

Cause I know my goals are not that far to reach.

Its just whether I have the will to grasp them.

Anyway I have driving test tml woots good luck to me.

They always say 2nd time is a charm.

Haha or at least I try to tell myself that.