Haha incredible tales is the most bs show ever its actually hilarious.

Just now my mum and my aunt had a very interesting conversation.

Halfway through gossiping about their latest hk tvb dramas.

They started discussing which website has the best streams for the dramas.

"Eh youtube quality not bad lei!"

"No la no la tudou has better cantonese and sound!"

Oh man.

I found it really hilarious.

The times have changed man.

My mum has been hooked on sites like veoh youtube to catch her fav serials for months.

Cause she cannot wait to watch the endings of her shows on channel55.

Amazing.

Anyway.

I'm very very proud to say that I'll be having my first normal bookout in 5 weeks this weekend.

THANK GOD.

The past month has been hell for me.

I deserve some kind of break man.

I feel suffocated in camp.

Seriously.

Am supposed to be on standby for 2 weeks meaning that I cant book out for 2 weekends straight.

But thank God somehow we managed to squeeze in 2 off days somehow.

And today happened to be one of my offs.

So I'm treasuring every single minute of it cause in another 9 hours time I gotta be back in urghland.

So yeah we're supposed to just wait in camp till something happens.

Definitely running out of things to do but monopoly the other day was great fun.

Tho I detest the activation the other night at 1130pm when everyone was sound asleep.

Had to scramble to wear my uniform and pack my stuff while trying to keep awake.

Sounds damn dumb and nonsensical.

Argh really cant wait for my nsf life to be over its too darn torturous.

Today was a huuuuuuge breather regardless.

Havent been to church for 3 weekends in a row due to camp constraints.

Boy I really missed the presence so badly.

And today's new worship songs were awesome man.

Touched me so deeply within.

Truly its not my will but Your will be done.

Eh ok.

I'm running out of things to say cause my life is in a state of random and stagnant at the same time.

Bye.

Good luck to me for the next 7 days.

I just made one decision which could affect the course of my entire life.

How scary is that.

Oh ya we sang this song at cell the other day.

So true that our Lord is our secret place where we long to dwell in.

In times of happiness or sorrow we know that we can always go back to Him

Lord of my days

Lord Of my life I love You
Lord Of my days I trust in You
Living beneath the shelter of Your wings
My heart's safe

When I am lost You find me
When I'm in need You shelter me
Lord of my life You are my secret place

Clothe me in Your presence Lord
Draw me near to You
All my heart I long to give to You
Living to be near You Lord
I long to see Your face
Lord forever You're my secret place

You're my peace
You're my rest
You're my secret place

Sometimes I really think that my nsf life is too tough for me.

Esp for the remaining 6 months of my time.

Field camps after field camps after more field camps.

Seriously.

When is this gonna end.

I look around and sooo many of my friends are having the easy way out.

But why not me?

Last night k3nny and I were looking at each other then we concluded that our unit sucks.

Oh yes last night.

I was so preparing to catch a movie when I was activated and had to rush back to camp.

On a sat evening oh my tian.

Gosh I spent my whole sat night preparing stuff and rushing here and there trying to get things sorted out.

And I only got to book out this afternoon.

What the heck man.

After 2 weeks of confinement and finally I was out but this kind of things had to happen.

Sheeesh.

Damn damn tired of army.

And I'm gonna have another fieldcamp from tues to fri.

Arghhhh what is happening what is happening.

Utterly depressed.

Anyway I was at my friend's 21st just now.

And at the end of the party she started to give her thank you speech to everyone who was present.

The last person she gave thanks to was God and she started tearing up as she recounted how has God changed her past 20 years of her life.

Wow that was real touching.

Indeed God has changed us in many ways and each of us have a different story to tell.

So yeah thank you God for everything.

Ok.

Now.

I just want the next 6 months to end quickly.

Must press on and on.

I dunno what the world is becoming nowadays.

What is happening what is happening?

Today I found out that my friend is accused by his men of doing sth really wrong.

And he is currently on open arrest.

I'm thoroughly mortified.

So damn worried for my arjay friend who is going to overseas to study medicine.

He is denying everything but last heard that the case is against him.

Ha.

Honestly what I'm scared of is that he actually did those things that were accused of him.

How is he gonna face the world after this.

I know as a friend I'm supposed to support him but at the back of my head that thought did cross my mind a few times.

Confused.

Gah.

And I have live firing tml and sun with my busted left ear.

Seriously hopes that it gets better man.

This is some cool shit.

I used to play this on my old nintendo set all the time.

World's fastest mario brothers game.

God Of My Youth

God of my youth I remember
Your call on my life took me over
Your love has seen me through all my days
I stand by Your grace
On this altar I’ve written my life
Tells of a story I have with You my Lord
I want the world to know

Chorus:

God of my forever
And forever I’m with You
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul
God of my forever
And forever I will sing
My greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King

Verse 2:

God of my all I’ve surrendered
My heart finds rest in Your word
Praises will not be enough to show
How my love for You has grown
Nothing matters when You’re here with me
In the end just to hear You say “well done”
Bowing before Your throne

Bridge:

Forever and ever
Jesus You alone in glory reign
Forever and ever
With You I walk this narrow way

This song is awesome.

URGHHH.

Army is really eating away my life man.

I feel so mia nowadays.

And I will be in the next 2 weeks to come too.

Burnt burnt burnt weekends.

Plus I'm terribly exhausted.

Last night(or this morning to be in fact) I reached back to camp from live firing at 2 plus and after cleaning arms and washing stuff I went to sleep at 4.

And I booked out at 630 thinking that I could catch a short nap before going for service.

Haha but when I woke up to go to the bathroom I was seeing stars around me so I decided to give it a miss.

Terrible sia this whole week everyday I've been sleeping like 3-4 hours only CAN DIE LEI.

Oh ya.

I think I've hurt my ears last night.

I totally forgot to wear my ear plugs when I fired my rifle.

Haha halfway through I was wondering wth was it so damn loud then I realised that my plugs were not stuffed into my ears but instead dangling on my shirt omg.

So I no choice must stuff my fingers into my ears as I ran from bound to bound but alr too late liao my ears are officially buzzing now which means I am screwed due to 7 rifles firing at the same time just beside me.

Hopefully it'll go away tml or sth.

And my body is infested with mosquito bites I must add.

Prob due to the field camp a few days back and last night's live firing.

WAH SOOO DAMN ITCHY MY GOSH.

I've been scratching everywhere nonstop from my back to my neck to my thighs to even my butt it looks obscene.

The mosquitos are vvvvv clever nowadays I was sitting on the bench then my ass can also get bitten lei how the heck it happened sia seriously.

Actually I'm not very sure whether its sandflies or mosquitos cause everytime I scratch them the bite gets bigger and redder again tian ah hopefully its the latter.

And and and oh ya my hp's vibration is spoilt which is very ma fan cause I have no idea when people call me which leads people to think that I'm very irresponsible for not mending my hp.

Hai I was hoping that it could last another 6 more months before I throw this lousy old and dirty phone away but it has failed me terribly by putting me into a dilemma if I should spend money to get another phone for 6 more months which is retarded.

HAHAHA I KNOW THIS WHOLE ENTRY IS VERY RANTY AND COMPLAINY.

Paisei I just feel like getting it off my chest.

Btw everytime I think of last week's pm I really feel very blessed for being a child of God.

Truly blessed.

Ok thats the only positive thing that I'm gonna post today haha bye.