Ohoh just finished doing some math woot.

I'm really behind in my work it freaks me out every single time I think about it.

Cannot let history repeat itself.

Hoho I slacked through my j1 year.

Everyone keeps saying that he/she was damn lazy in j1 but I can assure u that my case was damn cham.

Go to school. Play in school. End school. Go for dinner until damn late. Slack around with friend. Reach home at 10/11. Bathe. Use the net. Chat. Sleep.

Its a freaking viscious cycle can.

Absolutely no work involved in the equation.

I must work harder.

Yay.

Anyway school is damn sian can.

Cannot get any worse liao.

BORINGGGGGGGGG.

But sitting with joel in lectures is quite funny tho.

And pe was cool.

Our team is improving every pe lesson.

We'll beat the other team next lesson alrights?

Hoho and some people in my class were gossipping the whole day about something.

Haha as in really whole day from morning to afternoon.

Quite funny lei cause I know the girl involved.

And she is how blur I assure u guys that.

Somewhat cute also la in that sense.

Lol mk and I left the lib early during gp to go home cause chao sian can.

And she is such a fei ponner.

I walked out of the lib cooly while she kept looking back at our gp teacher and the teacher smiled at her -.-''

I think she knew that we were escaping.

Haha funnys.

Oh ya went with george around sg ytd funfun to shop for stuff.

Ended up playing arcade as usual.

And we got lost in the bugis streetmarket for about 45mins.

How bloody sad.

The place is damn confusing can.

More stuff to write but I'm quite tired now.

OHOH IM GONNA CATCH FINAL DESTINATION 3 TML WOOOOHOOO.

Alright night.

My heart never fails to skip a beat
Whenever you are near
Since the day I fell for you.



Silence.



Is my enemy.

Super tired and late now.

Well but I had a lot of fun today.

=)

Thanks man.

Update more tml.

I feel horrible.

I really do.

Hmmm.

Somehow I think we made the situation worse.

Or at least I did.

Sorry.

But I just felt constipated and didn't feel like talking.

Ok enough.

Anyway.

Just had a convo with u.

Somehow nice but it wasnt freaking initiated by me -.-

3 months since we last had one.

Long long ago.

Hoho ju nwee just told me that he went to watch final destination 3 with erhmerhm ytd.

WRONG MOVIE LA DAE.

WHY NEVER WATCH RUMOUR HAS IT OR STH UNCLE.

Ok it was quite funny when he suddenly changed his tone and said he wanted to kill himself halfway thru cause she got quite freaked out by the scenes.

Because he was the one who chose the movie.

When I told him that I think she still likes him, he said he thinks so too.

' JW. - //I'm wearing my heart like a crown... says:So currently i'm still single, but no longer available

LOL.

I burst out laughing at that sentence.

Ok its only me I know tmd.

Wah then.

-geN- says:haha r u mugging now

' JW. - //I'm wearing my heart like a crown... says:Hey have u started mugging for CTs alr?

' JW. - //I'm wearing my heart like a crown... says:Oh man

-geN- says:LOLOL

' JW. - //I'm wearing my heart like a crown... says:Great minds think alike

-geN- says:GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE

-geN- says:WAH SHIT

' JW. - //I'm wearing my heart like a crown... says:.....

Hilarious can both of us.

Ahhhh.

I get tickled at the slightest things.

Damn tired.

Physically and mentally.

Stress stress stress.

ALRIGHT GOODNIGHT.

Benjy just blocked me on msn cause he said I reply too slowly -.-''

UNBLOCK ME LA DAE.

Anyway ching told me to download come home soon by pug jelly for her and she went offline before I could send her.

And it was my favourite song at one point in sec3/4 cant rmb and I just looped it for 3 times. Damn fun song. Caught them as the opening act for avril lavigne's concert last year. Cool band.

I think I'm fallin' down
Down down down.
With a bad case of love
Love love love.
I think I'm falling for you
You you you.
I think, I'm falling in love.

http://riceballz.multiply.com/music

go there to download the song plus some others like shanhuhai and da she tou by wu ke qun(SY YOUR HUSBAND)!!!

Ok i go sleep bye.

Massive onslaught.

Of.

Misunderstandings.

But its going to be a maturing phase for everybody.

Take some time off to sort things out on ur own first.

Its what u guys shld do.

To u: Its not what u think it is. It simply isnt.

And to u: U kinda acted like a sponge(omg ben's msn nick haha talking to him now) and absorbed everything but I think its time u let it all out as well.

Pride.

Makes things tricky.

But what shld be done must be done.

Good luck.

Ahhhhh.

Everyone's prob at drama fest now tmd but I'm stuck at home.

Didnt get tix for friday's performance cause it got sold out in the first week.

Argh.

My indecisiveness has cost me tonight.

Well.

But last year's one was memorable tho.

Cause of my company.

Haha kinda heartwarming thinking of it.

But what's past is past.

Time to move on.

But somehow.

Somewhere.

It feels close to my heart.

So near yet so far.

I have planned out what I will accomplish this weekend.

Ambitious.

Overly I suppose.

Hoho btw my physics test was majorly screwed up.

Totally flunk it.

Its so funny that I learnt how to do the questions one day after my test by myself.

Shld have mugged for it the night before the test and not during the lecture before the test -.-

Ohoh mk's at camp now wah so fun.

K gtg now do work liao tata.

Tml's gonna be a loong day.

Life's really short.

Is everything worthwhile?

Letting go seems like impossible.

But at times like this its the only way out.

Pick yourself up and let the swirling wind sweep away all the dirt on you.

Just walk on.

Life is beautiful.

Grow up pls.

This is getting immature.

Drama that is not needed.

Everywhere.

Are the stars and the sun and the moon not aligned or sth?

Things seem to be fucked up for many ppl.

Including me.

And theres physics test tml which I'm so dead for.

Its like falling off a cliff then get trampled on by cows and get run over by a bulldozer kind of dead.

As in I dun understand a single thing.

At all.

Gah.

Hopefully everything will align itself back to its proper position tml.

I just want FnN orange drink now hoho.

Let me start mugging now.

Or shld I pon sch tml?

And choose the easy way out.

So tempted.

ohoh im really sian my keyboard worked aiight ytd now its back to screwed up mode.

so im gonna keep this entry short and sweet cause its damn tedious to keep clicking on the onscreen keyboard.

ah sch was BORING but gp teacher is how aunty so she cracked me up a little.

and pe was super paiseh can i dun wanan explain further hoho.

wn is officially addicted to towerbloxx on my hp haha she kept playing lor today.

and btw thanks for the jj album it rocks man. =)

oh ya mk told me to go and die cause i didnt wait for her and went home first . sorry ah.

eh finally cleared something up which is good.

who wants to watch ins2 on wed?

found some pictures of u today. cute is the only word to describe them.

ok must do bio liao cty is very scary nowadays.

night.

WOOOO.

Finally cut my hair this evening with george.

Rocks la its only friggin 5 bucks.

5 bucks u hear me.

At first I thot it was 50 cause the woman was quite soft but wth I'm going there everytime now.

Coolness.

Its still quite long tho.

But who cares.

SO THIS ENTRY IS DEDICATED TO ALL THOSE WHO CONSTANTLY REMIND ME THAT MY HAIR SUCKS.

YES IM TALKING TO U SHUYI AND JARED.

HAHA.

Ok.

So dead man.

Didnt do much during this weekend.

Slept damn a lot which is quite good also considering the fact that I sleep at 1.30 on the average for the whole bloody week.

Next week is gonna be a piapiapia week man.

Loads of hw + physics lecture test + bio spa

Exhausting yet good to keep my mind occupied.

I die alr I ate 4 mars bars + 2 mini snicker bars + 1 packet of lays + 3 ferrero rochers today.

Do I hear u say the f word?

No not the vulgar one.

The falloutboy album is awesome man everyone go buy.

And I just realised that someone searched adriel+lingzi to come to my blog -.-

I think its dory HAHAHA.

It must be her.

I WANNA WATCH FINAL DESTINATION 3 THIS WEEK.

Aiight.

Tata.

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me

Sick.

Of.

Thinking.

About.

It.

I'm.

Gonna.

Get.

Rid.

Of.

The.

Thoughts.

In.

5.

4.

3.

2.

1.

-explodes-

-a moment of silence-

Why are u still on my mind?

=/

I should sleep.

And I just wanna pluck out all the keys on my keyboard cause its fucking screwed up.

Sleepy sleepy sleepy.

2 specific funny things happened today wooot.

Played 99 with my class after school. OMG ching lost the game a grandtotal of 5 times so she needed to complete 2 dares from the evil rest of us. First up was ching RUNNING around the canteen while doing some weird hand action thing + shaking her head constantly like a fengzi. LOL wahh we laughed until stomachache can it was SO EFFING FUNNY. I laughed till I teared up. Next ching was required to stand on the table and do the chest pounding thing that kingkong does while shouting WO SHI NAN REN loudly. Wa so funnies as well. I think she should transfer sch liao everyone was staring at her with the wtf look. LOL.

Met and interacted with dory(lz's friend) today as well. A few sentences into the convo she started making fun of my name thanks ah. I rmbered in sec sc george asked me wad I was secreting every single day I got quite irritated at him HAHA -.- Anyway dory is another fengzi she's super funny. Laughed quite a bit man.

And talentime was interesting. Everyone made use of the opportunity to stand on the tables and chairs in the canteen.

Caught movie under the stars but i was quite tired. And i caught the movie with george last year liao. Still quite funny tho.

OMG me keyboard sucks like shit the m u n h i buttons are faulty so im forced to use the on-screen keyboard which is how tmd loser and slow.

To u: Somehow she's not playing hard to get leis in my opinion. I have a feeling she doesnt feel the way that you do. Pls be prepared lei alrigghts? I'll be always here for u if anything happens so yeah =)

Gah i feel super weird whenever I see someone. Just have the first instinct to run away. Even if its ur classmates only. I am a pos.

Ok damn tired . Wanted to blog bout many other things but yeah no energy liao bye.

argh.

life sucks.

school sucks.

i suck.

damn tired.

if i just accumulate the number of hours i spend stoning for the past week, it might come up to one day.

so many thoughts.

i am letting my life slip thru my hands.

gah.

ben hope u have recovered from food poisoning.

george pls rest more i'm worried for u. dont overwork urself eh.

glen pls rmb to take ur medicine cause u r sick for the 100th time this year.

and i think i know the cause of it.

fell asleep during chem tut for like 2 seconds and i got caught while lh was sleeping like a log just in front of me and she got away with it -.-

oh and grace is very sweet for giving us stickers.

mine writes : glen will get a for biology.

i hope so too.

but at this rate im going its a distant dream.

sleepy.

night.

好想牵着你的手

为什么会变成这样子?

难到

是我?

对不起

Goodbye to you.

Goodbye to everything that I knew.

Peace out.

TMD I'M SUPER DUPER TIRED AND SLEEPY AND IRRITATED.

Haha wad a looooong day today man. Got home at 11 plus and now I still need to mug for chem spa and do my freaking gp essay which is due today.

Lol THANKS GEORGE for telling me almost everything bout the spa. Hehheh. Somemore explain until so clear wahh I owe u one man. I appreciate it =)

And kenny and I just decided to put spa first and gp second so the essay can wait until tml then I shall decide wad to do bout it. Gp sucks big time. I NEED TO GET GP TUITION HAHA.

Well hope everyone enjoyed valentine's day!

Even if u are single(like me), valentine's day can be spent meaningfully with friends too eh.

Hoho went out with my class clique to fishandco for lunch after school. To our dismay, the only special package thing available was for couples and its 25.90 per person. SJB AH SO EX! Lol so we went to this place in plazasing which sells CHEAP fish and cheaps. 9.90 for a HUGE portion + drinks + soup. Damn worth it.

And after tt, some of them left, leaving only ching kenny sy and I. Haha damn fun la we did lotsa retarded stuff and we walked all the way from douby ghaud to lido which is how shen. We sat down and started stoning at first cause it was bloody boring and everyone was tired. Haha after a while of self entertainment by kenny, we started talking bout others. NEVER GOSSIP OK JUST TALK. Right. Anyway it got kinda funny and fun. And we acted like fengzi and didnt care bout our image and the reputation of our school. Kenny and sy left not long after and we were joined by ketsu, ching's friend. Ok haha he's quite cool and nice la. And funny also.

After walking around, I needed to rush off to city hall to meet ben for dinner. Er jx louise and grace went too. Haha we went to esplanade and it was a bloody heaven for couples man. TMD romantic can. The atmosphere was goooot plus there was nice music from the live band. I FELT SUPER LEFT OUT BTW SEEING ALL THOSE COUPLES. OHH AND WE SAW YUMIN AND ZHIXIANG HAHAAHAHHA CAUGHT IN THE ACT DAMN FUNNY CAN. Lol we went to the balcony of esplanade which was even nicer cause it was pretty dark and all we could see was the scenery of the singapore river. HOHO POTENTIAL DATING SPOT MAN. So cool lor. We sat around and talked nonsense but I was super duper tired. Left the place at 1030 and I rushed back home to do work. Unfortunately.

And perry all the best for ur presentation tmr eh.

YAWN I GO SLEEP SOON BYEBYE.

Woohooo my 100th post.

Such a long way since this blog officially opened its gates in october.

Only 2 people knew of this place when I started.

But many seemed to have found their way here somehow.

Gah private blog my ass.

Anyway valentine's day is around the corner.

Had a long talk with jw just now bout vday.

Dunno this year seems different for me.

Not as much purpose and anticipation I guess.

Oh ya I rmbed that last year I bought manymany flowers to give to all the girls I met that day. And ironically U didnt get one stalk. Maybe its all fated. Just ran out of flowers when I was about to give it to U.

And I almost died to find out that only 1 or 2 guys in my class did things for everyone tmd.

Gah. At least everyone thought that I made the flowers so they were touched =p

And shuwen still keeps the paper flower which I folded for her last vday in her pencilbox. Oh man I kinda miss her bahhhh.

Anyways.

I am really hungry -.-

I got sick of pineapple tarts alr.

Today has been quite a sian day for me.

I didnt do much work either.

Been thinking loads and regretting some of the choices I've made in the past.

Such a fool.

But tepenyaki for dinner was gooot tho.

Funny isnt it that small little things done/said by a person u like gets amplified in ur hearts and u will start being oversensitive and misunderstand what seems to be a purely innocent and unintentional moment.

Ok I'm not talking bout myself la -.-

Its nice to like someone, isnt it?

But the pain that comes along with it does make it seem to be too overwhelming sometimes.

WAH THIS ENTRY IS TMD DEPRESSING BUT HELLO IM NOT DEPRESSED.

I'm just tired.

And msn is such a distraction from ur work.

Ohohoh I finally changed my hp cover to white =)

I just looked thru my hp and I have SO MANY ugly pics of ppl.

So tempted to post but nah I aint that evil.

If I had a choice I would want to go back in time by 365 days.

I think i would be happier then.

J2 sucks.

ALOHA!

Damn sian havent updated for manymany days.

Ok maybe only 2 or 3 days. Cant count. Math fail.

Anywayyyy.

Ytd after sch I went to join jared and ben's class to play cards cause i had NO FRIENDS. Lol damn fun lor we were playing heart attack I really laughed until I almost died can. As in their classmates are SUPER funny. Esp milo. Wah she's a gradeA ahlian btw. And everytime we stack our hands in that pile jared will keep scatching people so they will shriek and withdraw their hands from the pile and no choice must put on top -.-

Ok after tt adriel lz ben and I went to serangoon gardens to walkwalk. We had our dinner at chompchomp which was super duper nice and shiok. Ate stingray gonggong hokkien mee ou lua chicken wings + massive cups of sugar cane. SUPER FULL. Ohoh and we were communicating with mk from my room window and her distinctive laughter could be heard from my window lor. FENGZI man.

And yeap finally we settled down to watch geisha. OK I think the movie is OKAY la but wahkao I was damn tired so I fell asleep from the beginning right up till when zhangziyi's character grew up which was like for 1 hour. And lz who was super keen on watching fell asleep not long after so yeah THE MOVIE ROCKS MAN.

Adriel and ben decided to sleepover and they were siao gaos. They were trying on my clothes to take pics. Lol and we were in the mood for merry making so we drank vodka and beer. HOHO. Er but sadly we didnt do much during the sleepover cause we were so freaking exhausted. Adriel laid on the mattress for less than 5 mins before he started snoring I swear. And ben and I shared a single bed WHOA. In the morning my mum came in then she was like "GLEN U R FALLING OFF THE BED!!" cause ben was taking up freaking 3/4 of the width tmd.

Ohoh adriel needed to go to sch for openingceremonyrecording while ben and I slept all the way till 11. Pathetic.

And yeah I went for chem tuition today at parkway. Walked around with jared and lz after tuition and we ate katong laksa which is gooood =)

Yay I told lz just now that I'm gonna finish up numerical methods tonight but I havent even taken out my pencilbox can. Dunno wth am I doing slacking in front of the comp and tv.

Oh my heck ryan sent me this SUPER FUNNY mp3 during physics prac ytd. Its basically this ahbeng prank calling this indian and its chaojiwudi vulgar and funny. Wah shit ryan pls send me more of this kind of stuff.

Hehheh.

And mr lim was droning on and on and on during prac so sy kept calling me. I got bored and called mk and joel. Then ryan called me. Its one whole freaking cycle. Haha but it was quite cool.

I'm rambling nonsense.

Oh and george's niece is how CUTE. He was sending me vids of her and theres one video in which she kept dozing off during dinner and in the end her face landed in her plate HAHA.

Ok I have nothing else to say except pls watch kim san soon on 55 every sat night just now I laughed until almost cry. JARED PLS LEND ME THE VCD.

Goodnight.

Why?

Thats all I can ask myself.

I didnt expect this to be as difficult as it is right now.

Excruciating.

Intense.

Hope.

Is.

Remote.

Gah pls stay away eh.

I beg of u.

I'm torn between my emotions and my sanity.

Well at least I did have some fun in school.

I was playing speed with sy ytd with only our left hands. It was so freaking funny cause we looked like handicapped ppl trying to do the impossible and it was super unglam. Wah we laughed until peng. I literally teared up. But anyway she trashed me hands down so kudos to her for that.

Cards shld be banned in rj forever and ever.

I just have this incontrollable urge to forsake my work to play a round of bridge or speed.

Tested and proven.

And gareth tan why are u so scared of me?

IM LIKE THE NICEST PERSON AROUND DAMNIT. HAHA YA RIGHT.

LOL george just called me to hear my voice. He was a little scared cause he felt a presence in his room. As in he fell asleep twice but both times he had freaky hallucinations which were super real. Oh man haha I thought that was effing hilarious. But anyway I told him to shout knn loudly and he almost died cause the thing's gonna slap him on his ass -.- Hmmm hope he's alright now lei.

Lol anyway malisa and mk are really funny ppl. I laughed damn a lot while queuing up at the yongtaufu stall with them today. HAHA THE MK EATING AT AN ANGLE THING WAS SUPERLY HILARIOUS.

And kenny has a bald spot HAHA.

Had a nice dinner with benjy. Its always nice to talk bout stuff eh.

Qing hua by liugenghong is goooot.

Ok tmd back to my arenes tutorial liao. WAD A PAIN IN THE ASS.

Haha everytime I talk to jermyn I feel enlightened. Thats weird. But somehow nice. Eh thanks man. Dunno it just seems that his thoughts are mature and sensible. And he gives the most practical views on stuff. Hoho and he told me something which is super gross. Lol if its true I'm gonna die laughing -.-

Gahhh.

I am not handling the problem well enough.

But I'm just so sianed bout it at the same time.

Seems like I am just gonna let it be this way eh.

Doesnt feel right.

Im hungry haha.

Anyway today I played a pulled a really serious joke on adriel. And he claimed that his heart stopped beating. Wah haha I'm damn sorry pls kick me the next time u see me k =)

Lolol mk I know ur whole freaking family reads this blog but who cares. Anyway u r vvv famous now. Ur name pops up every 20 sentences during my conversations with my friends. Everyone knows u HAHAHA. George just mentioned u. Again. So did ben jared adriel lz etc today. Oh adriel and I even came up with a cheer for u haha.

AND HOW COME THE RI DUDE GOT KICKED OUT IN CAMPUS SUPERSTAR IM REALLY ANGRY!?!

Argh.

Damn tired of everything.

Tata.

Ooooh the weekend's almost over. Gah that was FAST.

No more public hols until next term.

Man that's gonna suck.

I'm so tired alr.

And its just the beginning of the year.

Cant imagine what life will be like in the coming months.

Hoho went for chingay ytd with lz and adriel(yes I felt like a tmd lightbulb). Was expecting cool and comfy seats on the spectators' stand but ended up sitting by the side of the road somehow? Lol anyway I had no tix so I shall not complain. Anyway met 2 rj j1s who were from rg band last time. Grace and s imin. Lol quite nice ppl la. The thing didnt start till like 8 plus so we were playing bridge and name game hoho funfun. And they were screaming like siaocharbos which caused much attention but who cares. Yeap the rj float thing was quite nice. But I didnt see lih ong oh crap. Was paying much attention to all the pink girls but somehow she was nowhere to be found. Oh and ching said that the girls on the float looked like hookers HAHA quite true quite true.

Wah I'm bloody sleepy.

Ohoh and ching came to my house to do work today. We were damn focused for like 3 hours which is such an accomplishment -claphands- Did my numerical no tut until question5. Btw I must say that this tut is really pure sai. The first qn I worked my way until alpha 7 which is how dumb. Mk had to do until alpha 8. We are really fengzi. DAMN DAMN TEDIOUS I WANNA PUKE. Ok anyway halfway ben called and we talked on my hp using speaker mode and it was so funny. Ching and I became radiodjs and ben was the caller and we were really talking crap all the way. Hehe so fun. And we tricked him that we were playing parapara with our maids or sth HAHA. Siao gaos...

Wahhhhhhhhhh damn damn damn sleepy.

Yawn.

Still got so much work to do + gp research + newspaper article to find.

I shld just excuse myself tml with a parents letter.



This came out when adriel helped us take a gp pic. WOW. Thanks dude. Haha okok joking adriel is such a nice boy.

WAHHH ITS FRIDAY BABY!! WOOHOOOOOO!

Anyway I'm gonna be a super good boy this weekend and do as much hw as I can possible do cause I realised how BEHIND TIME I am man. Kns its damn scary. I need to pia.

Hoho did my physics spa today and I am going to fail my skill D wahkao I totally blanked out and didnt know what to write for it sucksucksucks. Gahh but anyway I think the calculation part is still ok.

And I'm really irritated cause this toot person is asking and probing me for physics spa tips this very moment. As in I really dun mind telling ppl bout it cause I dun want ppl to screw up like I did, but this ass is annoying me to the max cause he is asking me for the minute details like sf and stuff. SHUTUP LA! Damnnnn tmd man. And he is questioning my tips now wth. I shld just block him to shut him up.

Arghh.

Ok haha anyway after sch I stayed back to play cards for 4 freaking hours can. Damn sad cause everyone in the canteen come come go go(sorry bad eng) but me and kenny just sat there straight for 4 hrs and played until my hands suan liao. Hoho but its quite funny la we played bridge then we got bored and played stress. Wahh then jared joined us and we played 3 ppl stress hehe laugh until peng. Ohoh and Im lousy at bridge -.-

Wahhh. George and I are super retarded. He msned me just now in some weird lang then we started conversing in very bad japanese and we couldnt understand each other so we just kept scolding each other in whatever japanese insult we could rmb. In the end I cheated and I typed really weird things that I dun even know myself and he didnt realise it HAHA.

Ohohoh theres survivor panama exile island later! Everyone pls go catch it. Cant believe a j2 guy is still watching survivor and amazing race >.< And amazing race is coming back on feb29 ppl pls mark it down.

Today I went for trial physics tuition with lin gzi and jared. Hmmm. I think its not bad eh I finally understood electric fields which is how bloody history liao woot. But its pretty ex leh. And ching just called me to ask whether I wanna join her and ling for physics tuition as well. Hmmm must decide soon eh. But this ching tuition teacher is teaching chin and manymany other rj ppl like na tnoi so I think shld be good right. I NEED TUITION CAUSE I HAVE NO FRIGGIN MOTIVATION TO DO WORK MYSELF.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LIN GZI! Sorry ytd didnt blog so yeah. But 19 years old liao leh cool right. Haha lets go and eat sth nice tml to celebrate eh.

Okok nth to say liao. Goodnight.

Lol its weird tt everytime ppl tok to me on msn its as if they are entertaining me can with different jokes or stories or games or quizes or links to go. Haaa I feel quite bad I must be more interesting =x

Anyway today is really weird. Jareddenisebenandi stayed back after mugging in the lib for a while to go play bridge and we were so engrossed in playing tt we couldnt be bothered to go out for dinner so we ordered pizzahut back -.- We are really gamblers until the max can.

Ohoh ben just told me his little secret ok I think its really funny. But at the same time yeah this kind of thing is quite normal. So all the best man.

Gahhh I think I'm losing my voice can after all the new year goodies shit. Somemore I ate 4 slices of pizza just now. Zzzz.

SOOOO TIRED I DUNNO WHY ALSO. I think its cause of pe so draining can. But games was quite fun and the indians from the other class are really irritating haha.

Erm I dun think ur msn nick is necessary at all. Pls take it down. YES IM TALKING BOUT U.

Okie night. My eyes are alr closing. Sian.

Life's too short for me to just sit around and wait for things to happen.

Somewhere deep within me I need to pluck out the courage.

The courage for me to help us start afresh again.

As just normal friends.

But can things go back to the way it was?

I have no friggin clue.

Its difficult and distant.

But yet I will try.

12 months have passed this fast.

Yet torturous.

Mopping the schoolhall with u was hilarious yet sweet.

And ur late night smses put me to sleep.

Theres one time when u wanted to play with my hp.

And I had to come up with a lame excuse tt I needed to call my teacher.

Cause I couldnt let u see that all tt filled my inbox were u.

And more u.

Why.

Why did I have to screw things up.

If only I could go back in time and change ONE thing from last year.

If only.

I think I told ahma what it was.

Why did I even tell anyone bout it.

Such a dumb move.

I deserve to be shot through my head.

Ahhh shit this entry is WEIRD and DISGUSTING. And my thoughts are so incoherent.

"Somethings deserve to be remembered" - George 2 days back. SO TRUE LA.

Everyone pls do not comment on this entry I will appreciate it.

YES I AM TALKING BOUT U BENJ HAHA.

Its just one of those self-pity-i-hate-myself-to-death entries eh.

And tmd richa rdlu how dare u post ugly pics of me on the band blog u ass. U think very funny is it. IS IT. Haha kk jk.

Ohohoh I hope everyones cny was good. Mine was fun. Nice to see all my cool and cute little cousins. Went out with jw today and we caught up with each other quite a bit woohoo. And we watched cheaper by the dozen 2. Haha I know its gay for 2 guys to watch such a movie CAUSE THE WHOLE CINEMA WAS FILLED WITH COUPLES AND CHILDREN. But I had to rush back for some dinner and that was the best timing we could get. Sorry eh jw couldnt catch fearless =x Erm nicenice movie la quite funny and heartwarming. HOW COME YOG I SAY ITS LIKE SHIT??!! Oh ya ching couldnt show me her new year top cause we were not fated enough to meet each other in cine hoho. Sad sad. U R DAMN CHIO LA OK DUN FORGET THAT.

Lol ok gtg now damn sian also. Night.

OH YA HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY XY AKA AHMA. I bought ur present today liao DAMN NICE CAN ME. Er cause I seldom buy for ppl one lor so u shld be honoured =) Kapuiah. Anyway I only bought it cause u had been reminding and pestering me since beginning of jan to do so so yeah =/ Haha jkjk. PLS BUY M18 DVDS FOR ME NEXT TIME.