This week is going to be the last looong break for me according to my schedule.

I hope not tho.

Did lotsa catching up with people.

Went all over the place the past few days.

Mamboed with army friends.

David tao-ed on sat with courtesy of my cellmate which I'm v grateful for. (Oh btw the concert was 1000x better than jaychou his singing was topnotched)

Celebrated adriel's 20th birthday at katong which was lotsa fun seriously.

Oh man lz's comment about me catching girls with her hands in a squeezing action mode was tmd funny I will always rmb that.

It's been a mad rush.

But spiritually I've been a little dry the entire week.

Maybe its because I keep telling myself to enjoy and play while I can that I neglect God on the way.

And I hate the fact that I succumb to temptations so many times.

Like the other day I smoked a cigarette and even though I'm very ashamed of myself for doing that.

At the back of my mind I actually thought that it felt quite good.

Gah.

Haha many times I do something and regret it once its over, but I do it again once a similar situation arises.

When will I ever get out of it?

The other day during cell I liked the fact that we did nothing much but prayed most of the time for an hour plus.

So true that only when our lives are built upon prayer that we can do great things and overcome obstacles.

Lord, I pray for strength to do the impossible.

I pray that my prayer life improves exponentially.

I pray that I will learn to rely on you even more than ever before.

I pray that You will bring out the better person in me.