Saturday, April 28, 2007
My blog has officially become tmd boring.
Gosh.
Its almost may alr.
5 months into 2007 boy tts fast.
Someone wrote me a note a few weeks back telling me that I've changed a lot.
I couldnt believe it at first.
But now 5 weeks later I realised that she's totally right.
Oh man she's damn zai cause I was with her for only a few hours and she could so totally tell.
Now.
I feel like I've toned down in so many ways.
And become a lot more quiet.
There are days when I really just wanna shut myself up for the entire day.
Nah its not that I'm suffering from depression or anything.
I just dun feel like saying anything at all.
I prefer to listen and observe nowadays.
Rather than me back than in jc where I just become hyper and blabber nonsense and laugh for the whole day.
Man.
Maybe thats what army has done to me.
What a wonder.
Cell group message today was on dreams turning to reality.
How more apt could this message be at this point in my life.
Slowly but surely.
My vision becomes clearer to me day by day.
Lol prob cause I have so much time to think bout life in camp.
I realised I really do want it so damn badly.
Trust in the Lord.
Faith.
Talking bout this.
I know God has been really very good to me the past few weeks.
Spoke to me bout certain things in my life which I lacked direction.
Everything seems so lucid all of a sudden.
And I know exactly why I'm feeling this way.
Haaa alright.
Army has been super tiring for me.
By the end of this week I was seriously exhausted.
So damn thankful for the long weekend to recharge my energy man.
Hoho.
I felt like whining bout how much I wanna go back to rj but nah I shall not go into that.
I do miss my class a lot a lot.
Oh ya neighbour want go macs breakfast on mon morn not haha.
Im craving for hotcakes suddenly.
Yumyummm.
Alrighty man better slp early liao NIGHT.
My mind's unweaving/ 11:40 PM