Saturday, December 31, 2005
Gah haha oh man I just woke up cause I was talking to ching jerm and joy online until 330am last night -_- And I slept at 430 cause I couldnt sleep yay I really dont think I can wake up for school on tuesday leh I'll just sleep until 10 plus before proceeding for recess or sth.
Well yesterday night was weird. I was pretty sian bout many many things bothering me. Haha I realised that I'm freaking super kpo and I tend to get constipated by other people's problems and I will feel like shit also. Haha its just me I'm really... erm weird la. Bahhhh and I dunno why but I'm still feeling bleah bout one person after so long cause I know what that person is thinking bout a certain situation and I really dunno how and what to do bout it. OK WAH I SHOULD GO ZI SHA OMH. TOO MANY THINGS IN MY MIND.
Ok haha anyway just when I was feeling damn shit last night jerm suddenly msned me at 3am telling me to go watch
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=9oCTkwpSgnY&feature=Favorites&page=1&t=t&f=b cause it's as spastic as me >.< Oh man thanks a lot dude I really needed that laugh OK PEOPLE GO WATCH IT ITS DAMN EFFING FUNNY. Haha but its so amazing that everytime I feel kns a friend will suddenly pop out of no where to make me smile at the end of the day. Wah ok I know that they dun realise this but their small little actions really mean A LOT to me man. Haha its really the wonders of good friends around me and I'm really grateful for that yeah =) So thanks to a few people who will always cheer me up every single time without me telling them that I was feeling crappy. I really appreciate it. Always come in handy at the right time =p
OH MY HECK YES CHA N TER Y UE IS COMING BACK TO BECOME MY CT NEXT YEAR I REALLY WANNA ZI SHA OH MAN IM GONNA FAINT!!! NOONE HAD ANY IDEA HOW GLAAAD I WAS WHEN HE LEFT IN JULY MAN BUT WTF HE CAME BACK SO EARLY GO BACK TO INDIA LA!! HE HATES CH ING KENN Y ME AND CH IN CAUSE WE ARE THE BIGGEST SLACKERS IN CLASS AND HE KEEPS PICKING ON US OH MAN HOWHOWHOW.
Ok back from the detour. CHING AH. SMILE MORE OK! I need u to make me laugh one lor next year stay strong eh? And sometimes telling others bout ur prob will make u feel better haha TESTED AND PROVEN so I'm always here la if u need a listening ear.
______ stay strong also k?
Oh ya cy is really really weird pls help me. HaHa.
Haha I cant stand how hypocrite I am sometimes. What I feel and appear to be are different. It gets really tiring leh one day I'm gonna explode. One day. But I guess everyone's life is also one big fat lie. For I know U are tired of lying to yourself also. Haha how leh? The pain of the past is haunting us man. So true so true.
Haha I am still really dead for my hw I still havent touched woohoo. Chan will scream my head off on tues man I bet. Ok bio is priority now tmd. And followed by math the rest can go eat shit. Wah tonight I may go to jerm's to sleepover then I may be going shopping again with george on new years day wah Im gonna die. It will be a miracle if the blanks just fill up themselves man overnight.
Ok band bbq was quite fun. We played burnout3 oh man damn bloody fun haha played with g and eric last time for the whole afternoon man. Oh ya and the food's quite good too AND I COOKED CHICKEN WINGS OK PRO CAN. Ok sorry. Haha denise was shocked that I havent fried an egg before but haha yeah its true. Im damn spoilt tmd.
Sometimes understanding what ppl are really thinking can be a pain in the ass man.
Tmdtmdtmdtmdtmd.
OK sorry for this whiny entry but I needed to get that off my chest.
My mind's unweaving/ 10:53 AM