Saturday, October 22, 2005
HAHA today is weird. Real weird. I have weird days so often it just sucks.
Man. Was contemplating damn hard after I woke up whether or not to go band. Band has been such a dread for me for the past few months. Its no longer what it used to be. Dunno why. Prob cause i miss my section seniors damn damn damn much, especially Novella and Tze Hui. Haha i still remember those days where me ben tze and nov would just spend our concert time laughing our asses off with all those crazy things we used to do and not giving a shit bout everything else. Yeah there's this time when we suddenly picked up a stench and we were finding the source of the stench desperately cause it was so bad. Haha we were checking each other's socks and other people's socks and came to a conclusion that it was from Chrissie cause we were so used to bullying her. Haha then suddenly tze turned around and found out that Mr Oura's shoe was just beside her HAHA WE REALLY LAUGH UNTIL WE CAN DIE CAN. NON STOP LAUGHTER FOR 5 MINS WE REALLY DIDNT CARE BOUT PLAYING THE SONG AT THAT TIME. sigh i really miss those days. I really looked forward to band every single time. Now, everything seems so different. The atmosphere in band is different and everyone's attitude has changed. The pieces we are playing are so crappy that i constantly find entertainment in stupid things like playing zi-ko-pa with yuhning or calling leehui only to tell her nothing or telling chrissie to shutup even though she didnt say anything haha. MY LIFE IN BAND IS SO SAD.
Haha after band went out with adriel and lingzi to have lunch. HAHA oh man lingzi is really funny cause she was reading 8days while walking out of school and she fell off a curb at the side of the road and injured her ankle. haha ok im evil for laughing at her but the way she fell was so unglam and it was so coincidental that there were so many rj peeps around us when she fell. HAHA adriel and i were laughing damn loudly man it was so funny. Then after limping for a while she started complaining that her other leg was cramping lol so typical lingzi. Yeah then we ate at s11 and she kept making silly comments that were so laughable. LOL SHE IS REALLY FUNNY. After eating we chatted there for 2 hours talking bout stupid stuff and gossipping. Quite nice la talking to both of them really made me feel better after the horrendous band prac. We walked around j8 after that for about 1 1/2 hrs doing stupid things like playing with all the toys in action city. Yay then i went home to sleep at around 530 cause so tired.
I just read Denise's blog. She seems to be having so many problems. Poor girl. I hope she gets all her stuff sorted out. It just sucks that everyone's having a tough time. Adriel rated his life 4/10 ytd. I'd give myself the same rating. Dunno but i just feel so empty. I'm like a little bird looking out for love from others. From God. From family. From friends. SUCKS MAN. Dunno what's wrong with me.
SIANESS i just remembered i missed the odac ubin thing today. I'd figured that it'll be quite fun but no team la. George didnt go today for the thing as well. I think he missed it for the same reason as me.
WHY ARE MY ENTRIES SO FREAKING LONG. IM LIKE WRITING NOVEL LA DAMNIT. GLEN HAS SO MUCH SHIT TO SAY EVERTIME! k i need to stop.

taken before ATEMPO! haha i wish tze and nov all the best in their As! Tze promised to treat us raffles hotel buffet if she gets 3As! WOOT!
My mind's unweaving/ 9:48 PM